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The folowing writings recently resurfaced in the form of their original hand-typewritten manuscripts from 1973. Finding Happiness (my ascribed title) was excerpted from a talk that Rudi gave mid-February of 1973, mere days before his passing. Dictated Aloft... (again my ascribed title) was dictated to Mimi Shore on February 21, 1973, as Rudi, Mimi, Stuart Perrin, and Beau Buchannan were flying in a small Cessna airplane when they hit the mountaintops above North Lake, NY. These words were literally Rudi's last, ending midsentence with "a deeper sense of surrender..."

FINDING HAPPINESS

You have to constantly relate everything to the simple fact of what you really want in your life. The very nature of a human being is that he's born with the chance to have a choice and use his consciousness. It's the consciousness that sets a flow in the body that represents this freedom. The system needs to be fed by some conscious energy. There has to be a very conscious effort and a very conscious pattern that releases a flow in your system. You really are open to higher energies and these energies are essential to make a human being. You have to feel this flow. A man has to fuel his mechanism. You have to open your system and feel this energy coming in from the cosmos; this is how man gets his fuel.

All the metaphysical secrets are just ways of people looking for different symbols representing energy. A human being can't attain anything in a simple way. This thing of sacrifice exists in every kind of religious ceremony. When you find yourself in a situation which is difficult, what you're doing is making a situation completely out of your own mind. You have to overcome this to find a treasure in yourself... Read More >>

DICTATED ALOFT...

Today had been a particularly exhausting day, which in every way I have been patterned for, the last two weeks. I knew I was going through a transition but could not quite determine the nature and the way in which it would carry me.

I am now en route to Glen Falls in a small plane to teach a class in Ft. Miller, New York. The commune there is called ZBS Media. It is a good way to travel as it is six hours by car and only one and a half hours by plane... Read More >>